I was going to come back, make a good meal and take some outfit pictures for you but things did not turn out the way I planned today. I am back - but that is pretty much it. I had a wonderful week at home, but it went by so quickly. 

I over slept today because my alarm did not go off and I woke up when my dad arrived to pick me up. I had to pack and get ready in five minutes with a banging headache. Luckily, I made my flight and got to the gate in time. People stared at me on the plane because I cried. I can't even explain it, I just cried. 

I am fine, I am always fine. It is just one of those days. One of those days when everything hurts and I don't know how to handle anything. I don't know if it is good or bad, right or wrong. I just know that it is the way it is and today it hurts. That's the way it works when you are reminded of something so perfect and then it is taken away from you so soon. It hurts, but I loved the moments and I will hold on to them. 

Give me a day or two and I'll be okay. I'll write you then.